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Title: Lessons of Love
Pairing: TV!Face and Murdock
Rating: NC17
Disclaimer: Of course they aren’t mine and I don’t make any money with this.
A/N: Written for the 2011 July Challenge. Prompt: Murdock teaches Face about gay sex..
At first I totally freaked about my prompt but then I got an idea after watching “Family Reunion” and later “Point of no Return”.
Many, many thanks go to my dear, helpful beta![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
karenjd
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“I’m so sorry, Facey,” Murdock whispers, putting an arm around Face’s shoulder, just as the Lieutenant had done with his half sister a few hours ago when he found out that A.J. Bancroft was his father.
Face sighs, “I thought we didn’t have to apologize, buddy?” He turns slightly, looking at Murdock from under his lashes as they sit in the grass beside the freshly made grave, everything around them silent in the moonlight.
“Oh, it wasn’t about our fight.” Murdock presses his friend against him just that bit more. A warm gesture of comfort. “It’s just…I’m really sorry about Mr Bancroft dying on you and Ellen so fast.”
“It’s okay, HM. It’s not like I really cared for him or anything…” Face puts his elbows on his knees and rests his chin on them, staring at the fresh earth in front of them. “You don’t have a father either. So…”
“We’ve got the Colonel,” Murdock states matter of fact, and Face chuckles at that, leaning slightly into his friend’s embrace. They sit like that for a while, enjoying the silence until Murdock clears his throat and starts, “Facey, can I…I want…”
“What?” Face turns and tries to read the expressive brown eyes in the dim light, “Please spill it buddy, I don’t want another misunderstanding today.”
“It’s not easy, Facey,” Murdock says under his breath. “You know, I’ve thought about this for a long time, but its huge…” he swallows, feeling Face’s intense blue eyes watching him closely. “You must promise me one thing…”
“Anything. You know that, HM,” Face says, feeling a little nervous as Murdock looks at him, his usual persona hidden behind a serious gaze. But those eyes, they are huge and warm and so full of…Face can’t really tell. Understanding? Deep friendship? HM had never looked at him like that before in all the years they’d worked together.
Was it because of their stupid fight earlier?
“Promise me, Facey, that you won’t hate me after I do what I’m about to do.”
“Hate you?” Face frowns, “How could I ever hate you, HM?”
“Because…be…because I’ve wanted to do this forever…” Murdock stutters, holds his breath and leans in.
Face feels gentle fingers on his cheek, turning his head around slightly. Murdock’s other arm tightens even more around his shoulders and then soft lips brush against his, press slightly, linger and pull back. Brown eyes huge, pleading .
Face’s eyes grow wide, fingers touching his lips where Murdock’s have just been. He gasps, does a double take, frown deepening. “HM…what…what in hell was that?”
“That was…that was…you don’t hate me now?” Murdock looks very intently at his friend, eyes searching for an answer. When Face says nothing and just keeps staring at him, he gets up, pacing nervously.
“I don’t hate you, but what was that, HM? Another character you’re playing?” Face shakes his head, puzzled and confused, his whole body trembling with nerves all of a sudden. “Murdock, would you please sit down again and explain yourself?”
Face looks up at the pilot, who removes his cap and puts it back on again, and then pulls it off again, only to yank it back on just as quickly, “Facey, I’m sorry…it…it was a stupid move…I…I should go.”
“Stop the apologizing, sit down and tell me what this is about. I’m confused enough today already,” Face sighs and combs his hands through his hair for the hundredth time in the last few days. When Murdock stops pacing and stands right beside him, Face takes his hand and pulls on it, urging his friend to sit down again. After a few moments he finally does.
“You know, Templeton…” Murdock starts and Face looks at him in surprise at the use of his first name, “You…you don’t need a father to have someone who loves you…” The cap is off of the pilot’s head again, clenched in his trembling fingers, “I…I love you…I really do. Since…since forever.” Murdock hangs his head, not able to continue.
Face sighs, putting his arm around Murdock’s shoulders, leaning in closer, “You know I love you, too. We’re best friends, we’re…”
“No, Temp, not like best friends.” Murdock shivers from the embrace, stumbles over the words he wants to say next, feeling the bright eyes of the conman reaching into his very soul. But he has to get it off his chest. He’s waited too long for this, thought it would be the perfect opportunity. “Like I’m…I’m in…I’m in love with you, Facey. Terribly in love,” he ends, sounding determined and even able to hold Face’s shocked glance.
Face blinks, feels the tremors run through Murdock’s body. Suddenly recognizes what the strange expression in the dark eyes means. He swallows, fingers in his hair again, “In love?”
“In love.”
“But we’re m…”
“Men, yeah, I know.”
They stare at each other. Seconds. Minutes.
Face’s trying to understand the meaning of this. He’d never ever thought about their friendship this way. Murdock was his best friend, true. They could tell each other everything, they were the closest in their little team-family, even though Hannibal and B.A. weren’t far behind, but anyway… in love?
“You’re always so sad when it comes to parents and family and all that.” Murdock finds the nerve to finally say what he wanted to in the first place, “So I thought,” he swallows, “I thought I’d show you how good it is to be loved, to be cherished…” He can’t help but stroke the longish strands of Face’s hair behind his friend’s ear, caressing his cheek, his chin.
Face holds his breath, unsure of where this is going, but definitely not hating Murdock for it. “All those women…they don’t know you. You always have to act with them.” Murdock’s thumb slides very gently across Face’s lips, making his eyes grow even wider. “You deserve to be loved, you deserve to be worshipped, Facey.” Another super tender brush of lips against Face’s makes him gasp. “You deserve to be who you are and what you are while making love…” Murdock can’t help himself anymore. He kisses his best friend’s eyebrows, his eyelids, nose, and finally his lips again. Not allowing the conman to speak but slowly opening up his mouth with soft strokes of his tongue, begging, coaxing, slightly pushing until Face relaxes and gives in.
Face moans, body stiffening at the unusual action. But Murdock’s tongue against his, his gentle fingers in his hair, the promise of not having to lie but let go is suddenly very alluring. Face has to admit to himself, that it feels good to be kissed by his best friend, that there is nothing awkward in the sensual touch. The tip of Murdock’s tongue against his is so soft, so caring, that he really can feel the love spreading out into his body.
Murdock breaks the contact, putting their foreheads together, whispering, “I really love you, Temp. I need you by my side every day.” He captures Face’s gaze, wanting to convince him that this is the right thing to do for them, both his hands at the back of Face’s neck, stroking slightly.
Face is hypnotized by the intensity of the dark eyes, realising that a day without HM, back when he was still at the VA, was always lacking something. That Face was always happy to spring him with one trick or another. That his heart hammered in his chest as soon as he saw Murdock well and healthy.
“No lies?”
“No lies.”
“No cons?”
“No cons. I know you Temp, you never have to act with me. I want to make you feel good, so good, baby,” Murdock murmurs, feeling slightly overwhelmed when he watches the guard that’s always up in Face’s eyes crumble as he looks at him.
Face lifts a hand, stroking his fingertips very slightly across Murdock’s clean shaven jaw. “I’m honoured by your offer, HM,” he whispers so lowly, it’s almost inaudible, “But I’ve never done anything like this so I don’t…”
“I’ll teach you, honey,” Murdock says against Face’s mouth. “I’ve never done it either, but I think we just have to go with the flow. I did a lot of reading about the subject…” He finally stops speaking, capture’s Face’s lips open mouthed and works them open with his tongue before delving in deeply. After a few moments he feels Face’s other hand come up, sneaking around his neck and pressing their mouths together even more as he starts to return the kiss. Hesitantly exploring at first, then growing bolder, tongue moving more determined, stroking against HM’s, curling, asking for more and Murdock sighs into the kiss, surrendering to the more experienced mouth.
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Several months later
“Look, Facey, it’s like riding a bike.” Murdock lies on his back in their bed, naked, everythingfor Face on display. His knees are up to his chest, his fingertips lightly stroking his thighs, up and down to his ass cheeks, circling his hole, wriggling his hips.
Face enjoys the sight, kneeling back on his heels, stroking his hard on in the same rhythm, up and down. But he’s also worriedly chewing his lower lip. “But honey, you aren’t a bike,” he sighs unsure.
“No I’m not.” Murdock moves fast and suddenly kneels in front of his lover. “But once you’ve learned it, you’ll never forget.” He wraps his hands across Face’s and stops his movement. “You do want me, babe, don’t you?” the pilot whispers, his lips almost touching Face’s.
“Of course I do, HM.” Face nips Murdock’s lower lip, the tip of his nose, “Isn’t that obvious?” They smile at each other. “I’m just…it’s…” Face takes the other man’s face in his hands and kisses him deeply, then sighs, “I don’t want to hurt you. It looks…painful.”
Murdock rolls back into his former position, grabbing for the lube on the night stand and slicks two of his fingers, all the while holding Face’s glance. “It won’t be painful, as long as we use lots of this stuff, look.” Murdock circles his entrance, slicks it up pretty well too, and then ever so slowly breaches the outer ring of muscles with his index finger and sighs, licking his lips.
Face feels his dick twitch at the sight, but still has his doubts, “But my…”
“Of course your beautiful dick is much thicker.” Murdock’s voice hitches as he says it. “Fuck and I can’t wait to have it inside, Facey. Please?” His words are accompanied by a hiss when the pilot presses his second finger in, spreading his legs wide, starts to move his fingers back and forth slowly inside himself. “It’s as easy as being…being in a woman…”
“Honey, you are no woman.” Face leans now over his lover, his hands on either side of Murdock’s head, actually wondering where he got all his knowledge but dismissing the thought for the moment.
“Not a woman, no, but just as nice and slick,” Murdock grins wickedly and tries to reach for Face’s cock that’s rubbing against his own. They’ve done that a lot, getting off by moving against each other, lots of friction and gentleness and foreplay. They’ve also sucked each other off more times than he could count. But he needsthe Lieutenant inside, buried deep in his guts, owning him, making them whole.
“Come on, baby, please, try me, I need you so much.” He’s pleading, both his hands smearing lots of lube over Face’s hard on. Face gasps at the tender touches, breathing harshly against his lover’s neck. If Murdock had been a woman, Face would have been already inside. But those times are over now. They’ve chosen each other and he had never felt better. Being able to let all masks slip away and be free during sex is one of the best things ever.
“You tell me to stop when it hurts, okay?”
Murdock only nods his head, knowing it will hurt at first, “Just go slow, honey.” He also knows they should do it ‘doggy style’ the first time, at least that’s what the literature advised, but he wants to see Face’s eyes, wants to see that beautiful face when he breaches him for the first time. Which is exactly now.
“I love you, HM,” Face whispers, staring down at him, their entwined fingers guiding Face’s cock together. Murdock wriggles his hips a little and when he feels the head of that smooth cock nudge his pucker. He moves forward an inch, pulls Face a little and then he’s in.
“Woah!” the pilot gasps, and the wicked smile and wide eyes of his friend are worth the slight pain.
“Fuck. That feels incredible, baby,” Face mutters, moving both hands towards Murdock’s thighs. The heat and tightness that surrounds his cock head is mind-blowing.
“Move forward. Slowly,” Murdock instructs, squeezing his eyes shut for a second but opens them again fast, pressing his hands over Face’s, rolling himself even more into a ball. Face’s skin is gleaming with perspiration, makes his tan shine and Murdock feels how much he wants him, needs him. “Move,” he repeats, holding those blue eyes with his.
Face licks is lips, starts to press forward inch by inch. “Holy Fuck!” he gasps and wants to lean in to devour his lover while slowly entering him. Murdock groans, spreads his legs even wider, ignoring the pain and concentrating on the delicious cock inside of him, becoming aware of the fact that he’s actually a virgin and grins.
He licks his lips too, reaching for Face, who looks uncertain again, droplets of sweat running down the sides of his face, blonde strands of hair falling into his eyes. “How…how does it feel entering a virgin again, hmm, Facey?” Murdock’s eyes are huge and black with lust, but he can’t hide the teasing in his hoarse voice and Face laughs, throaty and relaxed. Trust HM to say something unusual in just about every situation. Face doesn’t think again, bends down, pressing in really far and devours his lover with a long, warm, sloppy kiss.
Endless moments. Slowly, so slowly pushing into his virgin lover, feeling Murdock squirm at first, stopping the movement with a delicious stroke of his tongue. Face sensing that the inwards stroke hurts but kissing him through it. Then Murdock starts to clench his inner muscles tentatively, which makes Face moan into their kiss and he feels Murdock grin against his mouth. Their bodies already becoming one... Murdock’s hard cock trapped between them. The pilot’s hands roam across Face’s back, then stop at his ass and press.
That last movement makes them both come. Unexpected. Totally out of the blue but with an intensity they’ve both never felt before. Murdock wails and cries in pleasure, his cock pulsing and throbbing endlessly between them. Face had hit a spot inside he didn’t know existed. Murdock keeps panting, “Temp, oh Temp,” again and again, while Face groans, “Love you, fuck, I love you so,” into Murdock’s mouth. His orgasm hitting hard and fast, making him feel all mushy and reducing him into a shaking mess until he collapses onto his friend, enjoying the furry chest and the tight abs beneath his.
After a few moments of panting and sleepy stroking, Face pulls his thoughts together and murmurs lowly against Murdock’s ear, “You’re the most delicious virgin I’ve ever had, baby.”
Murdock giggles wickedly at that and presses him impossibly tight, “Thank you, Temp. It was awesome.”
Face has never felt more sated before, and more secure. Making love to a person that really knows you totally makes the difference, he thinks to himself and murmurs, “You can have my virgin ass too, HM.”
Murdock is speechless at that, feeling moisture filling his eyes. He moves Face’s chin up with a gentle finger and kisses him softly, pouring all the deep love he feels for his best friend into the kiss.
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A/N: I kinda had a writer’s block for those two after watching “The Spy that mugged me” but my lovely beta wrote this as I asked if I should continue “Oh god yes! Please! HM’s turn to have Face’s virgin ass, and all the insecurities and apprehensions that come with it! I’d love to see Murdock ease Face’s nerves with all that lovely loving!!!” so here I am, trying to make this “first time” for Face as special as the first one for Murdock was!!
A few days and a dangerous mission later (the mission was “Point of no Return”)
They lie on their bed, Murdock watching a cartoon while Face is curled up against his side, head on the pilot’s chest, slightly snoring. Murdock combs his fingers through his lover’s hair, still moist from the shower, smelling and feeling the expensive shampoo. The former Captain sighs and nuzzles his nose carefully into it, his heart hammering with the memory of how close they were to death yet again, almost losing the Colonel back in Hong Kong. Not to mention the leaking Plutonium container.
Even though Hannibal, father figure to both, was missing, it had been an extraordinary experience to work with Face, knowing they were lovers now. Little touches here and there, sitting way too close, tiny kisses for comfort and encouragement now and then. Murdock smiles at the memory. Especially seeing Face in his white, transparent boxers in that bath, skin all tan and smooth, droplets of water enhancing his beauty.
Suddenly Face is rigid in his slumber. He cries out something that sounds like Chinese, and sits up, eyes wide, jumping off the bed, striding towards the door but then sliding down with his back against it. He lands in a heap on the floor, head covered with his arms, shaking violently.
“Honey!” The sudden change of moods startles Murdock, and he’s off the bed and at Face’s side instantly. “It’s okay, babe, we’re home, we’re safe, everything’s okay.” He turns the Lieutenant to face him, strokes his shoulders and cheeks to try and alleviate the fear in his eyes. “You with me, Facey?”
“Fuck.” The fog in Face’s brain clears slowly. Murdock helps him up, steering him towards the bed again. The Lieutenant sits down heavily, head in his hands, fingers in his hair. Murdock sits beside him, arm around his waist, slightly stroking the soft skin. “Fuck, HM, I didn’t think I’d get those anymore. I’m sorry.”
“No reason to be sorry, Temp.” He still has nightmares too. “Do you remember it?”
“The…Hannibal…fuck, must be that damn mission.” Face falls back on the bed, shielding his eyes with his arm again. “We really should stop this shit,” Face groans.
“I think Hannibal tries to get out of the contract with Stockwell.” Murdock crawls up beside his lover, trailing a hand across the velvety skin, trying to think of a way to distract his friend from the aftershocks of the nightmare.
He nuzzles his nose behind Face’s ear and whispers, “Did you see what BA did with the Colonel while we had our hands full with the girls?” There’s a chuckle in his voice and Face is very grateful for his effort to fill his head with better thoughts.
He turns and wraps Murdock in a comfortable embrace with his legs and arms, rubbing their bodies together, “I saw that. And they thought they could hide from us,” he smirks, pulls Murdock’s head towards his and devours him in a long, slow kiss.
When they have to break for air, Murdock grins and asks, “Did you know about them?”
“I had my suspicions,” Face smiles, sliding down, rubbing his nose into Murdock’s furry chest, inhaling. It makes the pilot groan, moving his hands down Face’s sides and straight beneath the waist band of those transparent white boxers, grabbing that smooth, tight ass hard.
“Oh fuck, yeah, HM,” Face moans, lifting his hips and pressing his instantly rising cock against Murdock’s groin, greeted by an equally hard one.
“You…you want that virgin tonight?” Face licks behind Murdock’s ear, down the side of his neck, sucking slightly, all the while rubbing lasciviously against his lover, creating delicious friction. Murdock’s hands are everywhere on him, sliding up and down his chest, removing the underwear to tightly cup that well shaped ass, massaging, breathing harshly into Face’s ear, “You really want me, Facey?” His middle finger slides tentatively between the soft globes.
“Yes. HM,” Face looks up and straight into those brown depths. “Please make love to me.”
“God, baby, I will. I’ll make you forget those bad dreams.” And Murdock starts to move.
There are no words between them anymore, just gentle caresses and touches of lips, tongue and fingertips. Lots of oil massaged into hot, taut skin. Every movement accompanied by deep sighs, moans and pleasurable little hitches of breath from both men.
Face curls up on his back just as Murdock had done. He’s lost in the heat of the strong body above him, strokes both their erections in his hands while they kiss long and deep. When Murdock slides down his body inch by delicious inch, he grabs the backs of his own knees, wanting to give better access, wanting to show his lover everything, wanting to show him that he’s ready to give himself up. Wanting to show that he trusts completely. That he feels safe, secure, all him, no act at all.
Murdock senses the pure commitment and his stomach flutters, does summersaults. His tongue moves down and down and down. A broad stripe from tip to base across Face’s hard on, then taking each of his balls into his mouth swiftly, tasting, appreciating. Face’s moans become louder and he wriggles his hips, bends up even more, wants this tongue, wants it…
There!
“Fuck!” he yells in surprise and moves towards the delicious touch. “God, HM, do…do that again. That’s ..that’s…” And the man, who never gets lost for words, is completely speechless. Murdock slides his tongue across Face’s inviting pucker again, stunned at the reaction he gets. He didn’t read about that particular move but his gut instinct just let him do it. And now he wants more, now he wants Face to purr with pleasure.
Murdock licks and kisses the very sensitive spot gently, his hands caressing Face’s thighs and cock in turn. Then he gets bolder, flicks his tongue, presses into the tight hole, which draws a long, low moan from the man beneath him. His response clearly demanding to do it again. Murdock’s tongue leaves broad, wet stripes across the whole cleft, moistening everything. His mind totally focused and concentrated on the task, oil and saliva everywhere. His fingertips probe in turn with the tip of his tongue. Deeper, faster, stronger.
Face is a growling, squirming mess, panting and almost howling with pleasure, gasping and sighing, “moremoremoreohgodyessMurdockplease.” At one point he just comes from the curling tongue inside of him, bucking into the delicious touch.
Murdock is totally lost to his task. The beautiful body of his lover melting in his hands, reacting to each of his touches. He lubes his iron hard cock with the oil and then adds Face’s semen, almost coming from the act of massaging Face’s warm fluid into his own skin.
“HM, in m…me…in me please, now!” Face feels his muscles loosen from his orgasm, everything seems vulnerable and totally open.
“Yes, baby…Temp…I’m…oh God!” Murdock presses in. Both hiss at the feeling of the cock head inside, and Face registers the pain and the fullness but already loves the very close connection. He squeezes his muscles experimentally and Murdock stills completely, not moving but panting heavily. “So beautiful, oh Jesus, Facey you’re a fucking God!”
Face groans, spreads his legs even further apart, “give me everything, HM, need all…all of y…you…” He pulls his knees onto his chest, locking gazes with his crazy lover. Murdock looks like he’s in complete awe of the hotness that surrounds his dick. Not sure to stay or move forward. His cock throbs. Face’s tight entrance throbs too, sending tremors through their bodies.
“Move, I won’t break, honey, please, oh for fucks sake please move…”
And finally Murdock does. Inch by tiny inch, holding back, going slow, knowing how incredible the very first time feels. How difficult it also is. He bites his lower lip, adoring the expression on his lover’s face. The concentration, the sweat gathering on Face’s forehead. Those very blue eyes that stare at him in pure lust. He can see that it hurts, but Face shakes his head, as though he can read Murdock’s thoughts.
“Give me more, need to feel you.” Face curls even more, moves upwards for a moment and reaches for Murdock’s face, pulls him down on top, mouth open, begging for a kiss. Murdock obeys, leans in for a passionate battle of tongues and uses the forward momentum to press all the way in. They swallow their groans, kissing frantically and Face’s fingers dig into Murdock’s shoulders. “Fuck!” Face yells, clenching the muscles of his channel, loving the fact that he’s able to feel the thick, hot vein so clearly, “fuck me, HM.”
Murdock slowly moves out, gaze locked. When the pilot shoves in again, Face’s pupils grow wide. He smiles and groans hoarsely, “hard, I thin...think, I n…oh GOD! YES!” Murdock surges forward, burying his cock all the way.
“Need it really hard, honey,” Face gasps. He just found out what he needs the most. Murdock’s cock up his ass, deep, splitting him in half, rubbing and pressing and stroking and moving in and out, fast and faster. He didn’t know a feeling like this exists. The pure rawness and exposure, but at the same time so much love and closeness and fire and lust and pleasure. He gives himself up to it. Lost to the feeling of being taken care of, completely spoiled. Knowing his partner would experience exactly the same thing.
And so they move as one. Tangled limbs and tongues. Calling and answering. Going higher and higher. Reaching the very edge and tumbling over it. Together. Hands entwined above Face’s head. Both cocks pulsing. One inside, caressing Face’s prostate, flooding it with hot juice. And one all over their chests and bellies, jerking endlessly. Breath ragged, struggling to get air into their lungs.
But in heaven.
An hour later, Face wakes to something tickling his ear.
“You were incredible for a virgin,” Murdock whispers in his best English accent and Face can’t suppress a laugh, groaning when he tries to move his legs. “You’re very inspiring.”
“And here I thought I could teach you something.” Murdock’s fingers are drawn to the thick, wavy, blonde hair again, stroking through the strands. Face slides his thumb across his pilot’s mouth, murmuring convincingly, “I think we can teach each other a lot in turn.”
F I N
ateam_prompts. I repost it here to have all my stories in one place. Title: Lessons of Love
Pairing: TV!Face and Murdock
Rating: NC17
Disclaimer: Of course they aren’t mine and I don’t make any money with this.
A/N: Written for the 2011 July Challenge. Prompt: Murdock teaches Face about gay sex..
At first I totally freaked about my prompt but then I got an idea after watching “Family Reunion” and later “Point of no Return”.
Many, many thanks go to my dear, helpful beta
karenjd++
“I’m so sorry, Facey,” Murdock whispers, putting an arm around Face’s shoulder, just as the Lieutenant had done with his half sister a few hours ago when he found out that A.J. Bancroft was his father.
Face sighs, “I thought we didn’t have to apologize, buddy?” He turns slightly, looking at Murdock from under his lashes as they sit in the grass beside the freshly made grave, everything around them silent in the moonlight.
“Oh, it wasn’t about our fight.” Murdock presses his friend against him just that bit more. A warm gesture of comfort. “It’s just…I’m really sorry about Mr Bancroft dying on you and Ellen so fast.”
“It’s okay, HM. It’s not like I really cared for him or anything…” Face puts his elbows on his knees and rests his chin on them, staring at the fresh earth in front of them. “You don’t have a father either. So…”
“We’ve got the Colonel,” Murdock states matter of fact, and Face chuckles at that, leaning slightly into his friend’s embrace. They sit like that for a while, enjoying the silence until Murdock clears his throat and starts, “Facey, can I…I want…”
“What?” Face turns and tries to read the expressive brown eyes in the dim light, “Please spill it buddy, I don’t want another misunderstanding today.”
“It’s not easy, Facey,” Murdock says under his breath. “You know, I’ve thought about this for a long time, but its huge…” he swallows, feeling Face’s intense blue eyes watching him closely. “You must promise me one thing…”
“Anything. You know that, HM,” Face says, feeling a little nervous as Murdock looks at him, his usual persona hidden behind a serious gaze. But those eyes, they are huge and warm and so full of…Face can’t really tell. Understanding? Deep friendship? HM had never looked at him like that before in all the years they’d worked together.
Was it because of their stupid fight earlier?
“Promise me, Facey, that you won’t hate me after I do what I’m about to do.”
“Hate you?” Face frowns, “How could I ever hate you, HM?”
“Because…be…because I’ve wanted to do this forever…” Murdock stutters, holds his breath and leans in.
Face feels gentle fingers on his cheek, turning his head around slightly. Murdock’s other arm tightens even more around his shoulders and then soft lips brush against his, press slightly, linger and pull back. Brown eyes huge, pleading .
Face’s eyes grow wide, fingers touching his lips where Murdock’s have just been. He gasps, does a double take, frown deepening. “HM…what…what in hell was that?”
“That was…that was…you don’t hate me now?” Murdock looks very intently at his friend, eyes searching for an answer. When Face says nothing and just keeps staring at him, he gets up, pacing nervously.
“I don’t hate you, but what was that, HM? Another character you’re playing?” Face shakes his head, puzzled and confused, his whole body trembling with nerves all of a sudden. “Murdock, would you please sit down again and explain yourself?”
Face looks up at the pilot, who removes his cap and puts it back on again, and then pulls it off again, only to yank it back on just as quickly, “Facey, I’m sorry…it…it was a stupid move…I…I should go.”
“Stop the apologizing, sit down and tell me what this is about. I’m confused enough today already,” Face sighs and combs his hands through his hair for the hundredth time in the last few days. When Murdock stops pacing and stands right beside him, Face takes his hand and pulls on it, urging his friend to sit down again. After a few moments he finally does.
“You know, Templeton…” Murdock starts and Face looks at him in surprise at the use of his first name, “You…you don’t need a father to have someone who loves you…” The cap is off of the pilot’s head again, clenched in his trembling fingers, “I…I love you…I really do. Since…since forever.” Murdock hangs his head, not able to continue.
Face sighs, putting his arm around Murdock’s shoulders, leaning in closer, “You know I love you, too. We’re best friends, we’re…”
“No, Temp, not like best friends.” Murdock shivers from the embrace, stumbles over the words he wants to say next, feeling the bright eyes of the conman reaching into his very soul. But he has to get it off his chest. He’s waited too long for this, thought it would be the perfect opportunity. “Like I’m…I’m in…I’m in love with you, Facey. Terribly in love,” he ends, sounding determined and even able to hold Face’s shocked glance.
Face blinks, feels the tremors run through Murdock’s body. Suddenly recognizes what the strange expression in the dark eyes means. He swallows, fingers in his hair again, “In love?”
“In love.”
“But we’re m…”
“Men, yeah, I know.”
They stare at each other. Seconds. Minutes.
Face’s trying to understand the meaning of this. He’d never ever thought about their friendship this way. Murdock was his best friend, true. They could tell each other everything, they were the closest in their little team-family, even though Hannibal and B.A. weren’t far behind, but anyway… in love?
“You’re always so sad when it comes to parents and family and all that.” Murdock finds the nerve to finally say what he wanted to in the first place, “So I thought,” he swallows, “I thought I’d show you how good it is to be loved, to be cherished…” He can’t help but stroke the longish strands of Face’s hair behind his friend’s ear, caressing his cheek, his chin.
Face holds his breath, unsure of where this is going, but definitely not hating Murdock for it. “All those women…they don’t know you. You always have to act with them.” Murdock’s thumb slides very gently across Face’s lips, making his eyes grow even wider. “You deserve to be loved, you deserve to be worshipped, Facey.” Another super tender brush of lips against Face’s makes him gasp. “You deserve to be who you are and what you are while making love…” Murdock can’t help himself anymore. He kisses his best friend’s eyebrows, his eyelids, nose, and finally his lips again. Not allowing the conman to speak but slowly opening up his mouth with soft strokes of his tongue, begging, coaxing, slightly pushing until Face relaxes and gives in.
Face moans, body stiffening at the unusual action. But Murdock’s tongue against his, his gentle fingers in his hair, the promise of not having to lie but let go is suddenly very alluring. Face has to admit to himself, that it feels good to be kissed by his best friend, that there is nothing awkward in the sensual touch. The tip of Murdock’s tongue against his is so soft, so caring, that he really can feel the love spreading out into his body.
Murdock breaks the contact, putting their foreheads together, whispering, “I really love you, Temp. I need you by my side every day.” He captures Face’s gaze, wanting to convince him that this is the right thing to do for them, both his hands at the back of Face’s neck, stroking slightly.
Face is hypnotized by the intensity of the dark eyes, realising that a day without HM, back when he was still at the VA, was always lacking something. That Face was always happy to spring him with one trick or another. That his heart hammered in his chest as soon as he saw Murdock well and healthy.
“No lies?”
“No lies.”
“No cons?”
“No cons. I know you Temp, you never have to act with me. I want to make you feel good, so good, baby,” Murdock murmurs, feeling slightly overwhelmed when he watches the guard that’s always up in Face’s eyes crumble as he looks at him.
Face lifts a hand, stroking his fingertips very slightly across Murdock’s clean shaven jaw. “I’m honoured by your offer, HM,” he whispers so lowly, it’s almost inaudible, “But I’ve never done anything like this so I don’t…”
“I’ll teach you, honey,” Murdock says against Face’s mouth. “I’ve never done it either, but I think we just have to go with the flow. I did a lot of reading about the subject…” He finally stops speaking, capture’s Face’s lips open mouthed and works them open with his tongue before delving in deeply. After a few moments he feels Face’s other hand come up, sneaking around his neck and pressing their mouths together even more as he starts to return the kiss. Hesitantly exploring at first, then growing bolder, tongue moving more determined, stroking against HM’s, curling, asking for more and Murdock sighs into the kiss, surrendering to the more experienced mouth.
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Several months later
“Look, Facey, it’s like riding a bike.” Murdock lies on his back in their bed, naked, everythingfor Face on display. His knees are up to his chest, his fingertips lightly stroking his thighs, up and down to his ass cheeks, circling his hole, wriggling his hips.
Face enjoys the sight, kneeling back on his heels, stroking his hard on in the same rhythm, up and down. But he’s also worriedly chewing his lower lip. “But honey, you aren’t a bike,” he sighs unsure.
“No I’m not.” Murdock moves fast and suddenly kneels in front of his lover. “But once you’ve learned it, you’ll never forget.” He wraps his hands across Face’s and stops his movement. “You do want me, babe, don’t you?” the pilot whispers, his lips almost touching Face’s.
“Of course I do, HM.” Face nips Murdock’s lower lip, the tip of his nose, “Isn’t that obvious?” They smile at each other. “I’m just…it’s…” Face takes the other man’s face in his hands and kisses him deeply, then sighs, “I don’t want to hurt you. It looks…painful.”
Murdock rolls back into his former position, grabbing for the lube on the night stand and slicks two of his fingers, all the while holding Face’s glance. “It won’t be painful, as long as we use lots of this stuff, look.” Murdock circles his entrance, slicks it up pretty well too, and then ever so slowly breaches the outer ring of muscles with his index finger and sighs, licking his lips.
Face feels his dick twitch at the sight, but still has his doubts, “But my…”
“Of course your beautiful dick is much thicker.” Murdock’s voice hitches as he says it. “Fuck and I can’t wait to have it inside, Facey. Please?” His words are accompanied by a hiss when the pilot presses his second finger in, spreading his legs wide, starts to move his fingers back and forth slowly inside himself. “It’s as easy as being…being in a woman…”
“Honey, you are no woman.” Face leans now over his lover, his hands on either side of Murdock’s head, actually wondering where he got all his knowledge but dismissing the thought for the moment.
“Not a woman, no, but just as nice and slick,” Murdock grins wickedly and tries to reach for Face’s cock that’s rubbing against his own. They’ve done that a lot, getting off by moving against each other, lots of friction and gentleness and foreplay. They’ve also sucked each other off more times than he could count. But he needsthe Lieutenant inside, buried deep in his guts, owning him, making them whole.
“Come on, baby, please, try me, I need you so much.” He’s pleading, both his hands smearing lots of lube over Face’s hard on. Face gasps at the tender touches, breathing harshly against his lover’s neck. If Murdock had been a woman, Face would have been already inside. But those times are over now. They’ve chosen each other and he had never felt better. Being able to let all masks slip away and be free during sex is one of the best things ever.
“You tell me to stop when it hurts, okay?”
Murdock only nods his head, knowing it will hurt at first, “Just go slow, honey.” He also knows they should do it ‘doggy style’ the first time, at least that’s what the literature advised, but he wants to see Face’s eyes, wants to see that beautiful face when he breaches him for the first time. Which is exactly now.
“I love you, HM,” Face whispers, staring down at him, their entwined fingers guiding Face’s cock together. Murdock wriggles his hips a little and when he feels the head of that smooth cock nudge his pucker. He moves forward an inch, pulls Face a little and then he’s in.
“Woah!” the pilot gasps, and the wicked smile and wide eyes of his friend are worth the slight pain.
“Fuck. That feels incredible, baby,” Face mutters, moving both hands towards Murdock’s thighs. The heat and tightness that surrounds his cock head is mind-blowing.
“Move forward. Slowly,” Murdock instructs, squeezing his eyes shut for a second but opens them again fast, pressing his hands over Face’s, rolling himself even more into a ball. Face’s skin is gleaming with perspiration, makes his tan shine and Murdock feels how much he wants him, needs him. “Move,” he repeats, holding those blue eyes with his.
Face licks is lips, starts to press forward inch by inch. “Holy Fuck!” he gasps and wants to lean in to devour his lover while slowly entering him. Murdock groans, spreads his legs even wider, ignoring the pain and concentrating on the delicious cock inside of him, becoming aware of the fact that he’s actually a virgin and grins.
He licks his lips too, reaching for Face, who looks uncertain again, droplets of sweat running down the sides of his face, blonde strands of hair falling into his eyes. “How…how does it feel entering a virgin again, hmm, Facey?” Murdock’s eyes are huge and black with lust, but he can’t hide the teasing in his hoarse voice and Face laughs, throaty and relaxed. Trust HM to say something unusual in just about every situation. Face doesn’t think again, bends down, pressing in really far and devours his lover with a long, warm, sloppy kiss.
Endless moments. Slowly, so slowly pushing into his virgin lover, feeling Murdock squirm at first, stopping the movement with a delicious stroke of his tongue. Face sensing that the inwards stroke hurts but kissing him through it. Then Murdock starts to clench his inner muscles tentatively, which makes Face moan into their kiss and he feels Murdock grin against his mouth. Their bodies already becoming one... Murdock’s hard cock trapped between them. The pilot’s hands roam across Face’s back, then stop at his ass and press.
That last movement makes them both come. Unexpected. Totally out of the blue but with an intensity they’ve both never felt before. Murdock wails and cries in pleasure, his cock pulsing and throbbing endlessly between them. Face had hit a spot inside he didn’t know existed. Murdock keeps panting, “Temp, oh Temp,” again and again, while Face groans, “Love you, fuck, I love you so,” into Murdock’s mouth. His orgasm hitting hard and fast, making him feel all mushy and reducing him into a shaking mess until he collapses onto his friend, enjoying the furry chest and the tight abs beneath his.
After a few moments of panting and sleepy stroking, Face pulls his thoughts together and murmurs lowly against Murdock’s ear, “You’re the most delicious virgin I’ve ever had, baby.”
Murdock giggles wickedly at that and presses him impossibly tight, “Thank you, Temp. It was awesome.”
Face has never felt more sated before, and more secure. Making love to a person that really knows you totally makes the difference, he thinks to himself and murmurs, “You can have my virgin ass too, HM.”
Murdock is speechless at that, feeling moisture filling his eyes. He moves Face’s chin up with a gentle finger and kisses him softly, pouring all the deep love he feels for his best friend into the kiss.
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A/N: I kinda had a writer’s block for those two after watching “The Spy that mugged me” but my lovely beta wrote this as I asked if I should continue “Oh god yes! Please! HM’s turn to have Face’s virgin ass, and all the insecurities and apprehensions that come with it! I’d love to see Murdock ease Face’s nerves with all that lovely loving!!!” so here I am, trying to make this “first time” for Face as special as the first one for Murdock was!!
A few days and a dangerous mission later (the mission was “Point of no Return”)
They lie on their bed, Murdock watching a cartoon while Face is curled up against his side, head on the pilot’s chest, slightly snoring. Murdock combs his fingers through his lover’s hair, still moist from the shower, smelling and feeling the expensive shampoo. The former Captain sighs and nuzzles his nose carefully into it, his heart hammering with the memory of how close they were to death yet again, almost losing the Colonel back in Hong Kong. Not to mention the leaking Plutonium container.
Even though Hannibal, father figure to both, was missing, it had been an extraordinary experience to work with Face, knowing they were lovers now. Little touches here and there, sitting way too close, tiny kisses for comfort and encouragement now and then. Murdock smiles at the memory. Especially seeing Face in his white, transparent boxers in that bath, skin all tan and smooth, droplets of water enhancing his beauty.
Suddenly Face is rigid in his slumber. He cries out something that sounds like Chinese, and sits up, eyes wide, jumping off the bed, striding towards the door but then sliding down with his back against it. He lands in a heap on the floor, head covered with his arms, shaking violently.
“Honey!” The sudden change of moods startles Murdock, and he’s off the bed and at Face’s side instantly. “It’s okay, babe, we’re home, we’re safe, everything’s okay.” He turns the Lieutenant to face him, strokes his shoulders and cheeks to try and alleviate the fear in his eyes. “You with me, Facey?”
“Fuck.” The fog in Face’s brain clears slowly. Murdock helps him up, steering him towards the bed again. The Lieutenant sits down heavily, head in his hands, fingers in his hair. Murdock sits beside him, arm around his waist, slightly stroking the soft skin. “Fuck, HM, I didn’t think I’d get those anymore. I’m sorry.”
“No reason to be sorry, Temp.” He still has nightmares too. “Do you remember it?”
“The…Hannibal…fuck, must be that damn mission.” Face falls back on the bed, shielding his eyes with his arm again. “We really should stop this shit,” Face groans.
“I think Hannibal tries to get out of the contract with Stockwell.” Murdock crawls up beside his lover, trailing a hand across the velvety skin, trying to think of a way to distract his friend from the aftershocks of the nightmare.
He nuzzles his nose behind Face’s ear and whispers, “Did you see what BA did with the Colonel while we had our hands full with the girls?” There’s a chuckle in his voice and Face is very grateful for his effort to fill his head with better thoughts.
He turns and wraps Murdock in a comfortable embrace with his legs and arms, rubbing their bodies together, “I saw that. And they thought they could hide from us,” he smirks, pulls Murdock’s head towards his and devours him in a long, slow kiss.
When they have to break for air, Murdock grins and asks, “Did you know about them?”
“I had my suspicions,” Face smiles, sliding down, rubbing his nose into Murdock’s furry chest, inhaling. It makes the pilot groan, moving his hands down Face’s sides and straight beneath the waist band of those transparent white boxers, grabbing that smooth, tight ass hard.
“Oh fuck, yeah, HM,” Face moans, lifting his hips and pressing his instantly rising cock against Murdock’s groin, greeted by an equally hard one.
“You…you want that virgin tonight?” Face licks behind Murdock’s ear, down the side of his neck, sucking slightly, all the while rubbing lasciviously against his lover, creating delicious friction. Murdock’s hands are everywhere on him, sliding up and down his chest, removing the underwear to tightly cup that well shaped ass, massaging, breathing harshly into Face’s ear, “You really want me, Facey?” His middle finger slides tentatively between the soft globes.
“Yes. HM,” Face looks up and straight into those brown depths. “Please make love to me.”
“God, baby, I will. I’ll make you forget those bad dreams.” And Murdock starts to move.
There are no words between them anymore, just gentle caresses and touches of lips, tongue and fingertips. Lots of oil massaged into hot, taut skin. Every movement accompanied by deep sighs, moans and pleasurable little hitches of breath from both men.
Face curls up on his back just as Murdock had done. He’s lost in the heat of the strong body above him, strokes both their erections in his hands while they kiss long and deep. When Murdock slides down his body inch by delicious inch, he grabs the backs of his own knees, wanting to give better access, wanting to show his lover everything, wanting to show him that he’s ready to give himself up. Wanting to show that he trusts completely. That he feels safe, secure, all him, no act at all.
Murdock senses the pure commitment and his stomach flutters, does summersaults. His tongue moves down and down and down. A broad stripe from tip to base across Face’s hard on, then taking each of his balls into his mouth swiftly, tasting, appreciating. Face’s moans become louder and he wriggles his hips, bends up even more, wants this tongue, wants it…
There!
“Fuck!” he yells in surprise and moves towards the delicious touch. “God, HM, do…do that again. That’s ..that’s…” And the man, who never gets lost for words, is completely speechless. Murdock slides his tongue across Face’s inviting pucker again, stunned at the reaction he gets. He didn’t read about that particular move but his gut instinct just let him do it. And now he wants more, now he wants Face to purr with pleasure.
Murdock licks and kisses the very sensitive spot gently, his hands caressing Face’s thighs and cock in turn. Then he gets bolder, flicks his tongue, presses into the tight hole, which draws a long, low moan from the man beneath him. His response clearly demanding to do it again. Murdock’s tongue leaves broad, wet stripes across the whole cleft, moistening everything. His mind totally focused and concentrated on the task, oil and saliva everywhere. His fingertips probe in turn with the tip of his tongue. Deeper, faster, stronger.
Face is a growling, squirming mess, panting and almost howling with pleasure, gasping and sighing, “moremoremoreohgodyessMurdockplease.” At one point he just comes from the curling tongue inside of him, bucking into the delicious touch.
Murdock is totally lost to his task. The beautiful body of his lover melting in his hands, reacting to each of his touches. He lubes his iron hard cock with the oil and then adds Face’s semen, almost coming from the act of massaging Face’s warm fluid into his own skin.
“HM, in m…me…in me please, now!” Face feels his muscles loosen from his orgasm, everything seems vulnerable and totally open.
“Yes, baby…Temp…I’m…oh God!” Murdock presses in. Both hiss at the feeling of the cock head inside, and Face registers the pain and the fullness but already loves the very close connection. He squeezes his muscles experimentally and Murdock stills completely, not moving but panting heavily. “So beautiful, oh Jesus, Facey you’re a fucking God!”
Face groans, spreads his legs even further apart, “give me everything, HM, need all…all of y…you…” He pulls his knees onto his chest, locking gazes with his crazy lover. Murdock looks like he’s in complete awe of the hotness that surrounds his dick. Not sure to stay or move forward. His cock throbs. Face’s tight entrance throbs too, sending tremors through their bodies.
“Move, I won’t break, honey, please, oh for fucks sake please move…”
And finally Murdock does. Inch by tiny inch, holding back, going slow, knowing how incredible the very first time feels. How difficult it also is. He bites his lower lip, adoring the expression on his lover’s face. The concentration, the sweat gathering on Face’s forehead. Those very blue eyes that stare at him in pure lust. He can see that it hurts, but Face shakes his head, as though he can read Murdock’s thoughts.
“Give me more, need to feel you.” Face curls even more, moves upwards for a moment and reaches for Murdock’s face, pulls him down on top, mouth open, begging for a kiss. Murdock obeys, leans in for a passionate battle of tongues and uses the forward momentum to press all the way in. They swallow their groans, kissing frantically and Face’s fingers dig into Murdock’s shoulders. “Fuck!” Face yells, clenching the muscles of his channel, loving the fact that he’s able to feel the thick, hot vein so clearly, “fuck me, HM.”
Murdock slowly moves out, gaze locked. When the pilot shoves in again, Face’s pupils grow wide. He smiles and groans hoarsely, “hard, I thin...think, I n…oh GOD! YES!” Murdock surges forward, burying his cock all the way.
“Need it really hard, honey,” Face gasps. He just found out what he needs the most. Murdock’s cock up his ass, deep, splitting him in half, rubbing and pressing and stroking and moving in and out, fast and faster. He didn’t know a feeling like this exists. The pure rawness and exposure, but at the same time so much love and closeness and fire and lust and pleasure. He gives himself up to it. Lost to the feeling of being taken care of, completely spoiled. Knowing his partner would experience exactly the same thing.
And so they move as one. Tangled limbs and tongues. Calling and answering. Going higher and higher. Reaching the very edge and tumbling over it. Together. Hands entwined above Face’s head. Both cocks pulsing. One inside, caressing Face’s prostate, flooding it with hot juice. And one all over their chests and bellies, jerking endlessly. Breath ragged, struggling to get air into their lungs.
But in heaven.
An hour later, Face wakes to something tickling his ear.
“You were incredible for a virgin,” Murdock whispers in his best English accent and Face can’t suppress a laugh, groaning when he tries to move his legs. “You’re very inspiring.”
“And here I thought I could teach you something.” Murdock’s fingers are drawn to the thick, wavy, blonde hair again, stroking through the strands. Face slides his thumb across his pilot’s mouth, murmuring convincingly, “I think we can teach each other a lot in turn.”
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Date: 2011-07-23 05:11 pm (UTC)And I'm also very happy you see this as "teaching about gay sex" YIIPEEEE!!! Now I can go back to work again because I've written something useful during my vacation *giggles madly*
On to those other stories anyway....